Steph Barrak

One Album

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Music

11 songs
Song
Length
Actions
1
02:48

Lyrics:

Guard up hands down, lets talk this out I know my lines, I’m ready now To say the things that I’m supposed to say I’ll get the door, you grab the chains Let’s do whatever it might take I know how we both like to run away (chorus) Now I’m not that strong, but I will take you on You better watch for me if it means I’ll bleed, then I’ll bleed oh I’ll bleed oh I’ll bleed Get on your marks, let’s fight this out I’ve got my gloves, I’m ready now To show you what I really meant to say Words turns themselves into a phrase but sentences never could explain no, i’ve got to find some other way
1
Watch For Me (Instrumental)
Instrumental
02:58

Lyrics:

Put your problems away I don’t have any time to talk to you There are people that you could pay your money cries louder than you do It may be sad, but it’s just the state of things we’re in don’t get mad, play it like a game maybe you’ll win I am sorry I always snap the smallest things can make me break I can’t wait til I figure out what’s really jacking up all my days and all I know, is it’s just the state of things we’re in it’s all for show, put your costume on, I’ll count you in Throw away your gypsy tricks your heart is fake, your words are spit and I don’t think you want to see what happens when I open it on you, you got some nerve, you got some spunk I think I know you well enough’s enough please tell me it’s a joke right, cause I’m still laughing on the inside (chorus B) And I know you like I knew you when we were just little kids I know you like I knew you when we were rollerblading around the town, all up and down, back in CT Yea, I know you and you wouldn’t have liked this Take a seat, come one come all come gather round and round and round the freaks are takin over and I can’t tell the circus from the town and you I thought you’d understand that we are done and I have had enough’s enough, please tell me it’s a joke right cause I’m still laughing on the inside
1
Connecticut (Instrumental)
Instrumental
04:41
3
04:35

Lyrics:

see my eyes, know that they've been crying see my smile, know that it's all fake painted face, you're so good at lying paint you on every single day and I'm begging you to see right through me yes I'm begging you to question more I'm a hologram, there's nothing to me put your hand through my chest, walk out my door broken wings, you're so good at flying busted legs, how you keep that pace painted face, you're the reason I am standing still in this hurricane and I'm begging you to see right through me yes I'm begging you to question more I'm a hologram, there's nothing to me put your hand through my chest, walk out my (I'm begging you) to see right through me, yes (I'm begging you) to question more (I'm a hologram) there's nothing to me put your hand through my chest walk out my... discotheque, going in my head dancing never stops, music never rests maybe when it does, I will realize I should listen more, open up my eyes but for now, I'm chilling for now, so chilling for now, I'm fine here for now, so fine here
1
Painted Face (Instrumental)
Instrumental
04:51

Lyrics:

Tell me everything's okay Cause it seems everything might break So I'll wait here, I won't make a move I know what evolution can do And I'm hardwired to be here with you I know you are too Soon we'll wonder what this means 'Til then, please just go to sleep You toss and you turn, I know where it hurts And I'll try, you'll see, to make this work It's nothing I thought that I'd ever want But you're deep in my bones, in my veins, in my lungs So I'll wait here, I won't make a move I know what evolution can do And I'm hardwired to be here with you I know you are too If you feel like I'm gone It's not that I am moving on Tides will drift, but tides return I may drift, but I'll return to you So I'll wait here, I won't make a move I know what evolution can do And I'm hardwired to be here with you I know you are too
1
Hardwired (Instrumental)
Instrumental
05:20
5
04:11

Lyrics:

No matter what I do, I know you’re keeping tabs Everything I say goes into that mental notebook you have And I don’t think it’s fair, but I don’t have a choice Oh, it’s just the way my cards keep fallin’ And if I were to go, I know you’d be upset But everything I am can be purchased or created again And I don’t think it’s fair, I’m so easily replaced But it’s just the way I’ve been evolving (chorus) Give me ten million more years I’ll grow scales and claws and steel jaws Watch my weak heart disappear We’ll go excavating for my fossil tears Take it down a notch, with you it’s hard to breath Every time we talk I’m always disagreeing to agree And I don’t think it’s fair, but that’s the way it is Oh, it’s just the way my cards keep fallin’ If I were to go, I know you’d be upset I know how I made you feel in bed and you’d want it again And I don’t think it’s fair, but that’s the way we live Oh it’s just the way I’ve been evolving
1
Fossil Tears (Instrumental)
Instrumental
04:18

Lyrics:

I write this song, it’s 1AM I can’t believe that you are on my mind You’re on my mind again, you’re on my mind again Take a breath, get out of bed do what I can to give these songs some life I’ll bring this back again, I’ll bring this back again Again, again And I will find the notes and melodies To give these words a set of wings and throw them off into the wind, til they get where they’re going Pretty soon you’ll understand that this is just the way I am throw this off into the wind, til it gets where you’re living (chorus) I should wash my hands of you Oh Lo Lo Why is that so hard to do? Maybe soon I’ll start to see all of the broken parts you criticized and I will fall asleep, I’ll finally fall asleep But til then it’s only sun and when it sets a new one starts to rise I’ll never get to sleep, i’ll never get to sleep So I will find the notes and melodies To give these words a set of wings and throw them off into the wind, til they get where they’re going (chorus) Oh Lo Lo, Oh Lo Lo Oh Lo Lo, Oh Lo Lo (chorus overlaid on top of the following lyrics) And I will find the notes and melodies To give these words a set of wings and throw them off into the wind, til they get where they’re going
1
Oh Lo Lo (Instrumental)
Instrumental
03:15
7
Natural Progression Words To Break Your Heart
04:52

Lyrics:

It started with the rain We thought nothing of it Oh, it started with the rain We didn’t even question Then a couple months went by People started wondering why The sun refused to rise and all the seas were overflowing (chorus) it’s nothing that you did it’s nothing that you said no, it’s not something you can fix it’s not even broken it’s just a natural progression of this dying place we live they say it happens all the time in other solar systems It was all over the news They said, “You’ve got nowhere to run” Then something really strange happened We learned to breathe without our lungs We built new highways and communities And everything was cool And our economy was flourishing Kids were going to good schools (chorus) aw yeah, aw yeah Just gotta tweak the lips and fix the lungs the transformation’s almost done It started with the rain We thought nothing of it Oh, it started with the rains they were everything we needed now we wait to pass the time hoping we’ll survive it when the sun comes back and brings to life all the things we left behind
1
Natural Progression (Instrumental)
Instrumental
05:01
8
04:07

Lyrics:

Wake me up, you open curtain cause today’s the day that I’ve been waiting for I know it’s strange, but now it’s certain Oh, believe me babe, I’m halfway out the door (chorus) But I don’t wanna be cruel, don’t wanna be harsh don’t wanna say words to break your heart but you said it yourself, oh we’re drifting apart and so we’ll drift with it Rain falls through an open window plays the hurried beat to which I think and this familiar song, I know this tempo Oh the heart grows stronger with each defeat (chorus) For as long as we can for as long as we can (repeat verse 1) (chorus) For as long as we can for as long as we can
1
Drift With It (Instrumental)
Instrumental
04:12
9
The Way You Make Me Smile Words To Break Your Heart
05:16

Lyrics:

Paint me a picture And sign with your name It’ll pay off my mortgage one day You might not see it I know what you’re worth And I pray to god you never change Write me a poem Of something you love With the big words you learned back in school I promise I’ll read it But not that I’ll get it See, I’m a bit simpler than you (chorus) Oh, the way you make me smile Put your suitcases down won’t you stay for a while? And I’ll do my best to make this real I’m trying, I swear, but it’s hardest to feel Down by the river I swallowed my heart and the space made it easier to breathe Now when I miss you My stomach goes wild Oh, the pain brings me down to my knees So, maybe it’s best if We leave this for now Put aside like an old recipe We might still crave it Of course I still crave it We’re just not what we used to be (chorus) Please don’t leave, you’re the only one I need
1
The Way You Make Me Smile (Instrumental)
Instrumental
05:18
10
04:47

Lyrics:

Thank you my darling, You gave it an old-fashioned try Now hold up your head don’t you cry The little ones are near Tomorrow they’re coming They’ll find you and take you away So pack up, but say that you’ll stay The little ones can hear (chorus) Soon I’ll forget, that we had a family Soon I’ll forget, it all fell apart And you’re robbing your banks like you’re robbing my heart It’s not a crime, babe, I asked for these scars Thank you my darling, You always know just what to write These letters you send right on time The little ones are strong The winters are hard here, But we’re doing fine on our own I get it, it’s all that you know The little ones moved on (chorus repeated a bunch) Oh-oh-oh I’ll always love you I’ll leave the lights on You better come home (repeat)
1
Married A Robber (Instrumental)
Instrumental
05:02

Lyrics:

You should see the looks on their faces when I show them I’m not real when I tell them how these bones were made in some artist’s studio when I tell them how my heart was found at the bottom of the sea and they took all my broken pieces out and started rebuilding me So maybe you can see me for what I am just another robot with no plans and I’m sorry if you took this the wrong way but I can never stay You should see the looks on their faces when I show them how I breathe when I tell them how these lungs were made in some lonely factory when I tell them how they turned me on waited for the sparks to fly and I think i felt a rush of blood as I was opening my eyes (chorus first half) (chorus second half) Cause I can’t risk being torn apart again it happened once it was to hard so, I’m sorry if you took this the wrong way but I can never stay We are all, are tiny little flowers floating in all the lovely winds and we are all, are gonna disappear soon so let’s all enjoy it while we can (repeat x2) (full chorus) No, I can never, never stay You know I can never, never stay
1
Robot (Instrumental)
Instrumental
04:21